| Location | Windsor/ Berks |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 19/12/1990 |
| Date of Death | 12/12/1990 |
| Visitors | 3,803 since 15/03/2009 |
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I think it is very important now to remember my first precious baby girl... Bethany Lauren Rose. Sadly i had a late miscarriage at 18 weeks in Dec 1990. I was only 17 at the time. I slipped on some ice & sadly my much wanted baby passed away.
I wasn't treated with the respect that i should have been & neither was my little girl, it wasn't until her big sister Ella-Mae passed away at 3 days old on 11th June 06 as i had to have her at 25+2 as i had severe pre-eclampsia that Bethany was brought to the forefront & i realised that i was never able to grieve for my little girl.
I wasn't given the chance to see her, or lay her to rest & to this day it breaks my heart.
I really think that making her a memorial now will help me grieve & have somewhere to come to think about her & light candles.
I have no pictures... Bethany has no resting place & it breaks my heart.
i know that she will be looking after Ella-Mae & for that i get comfort... i have seen her in my dreams & she is such a beautiful girl with shoulder length brown hair... it makes me smile & to know that she is happy & safe means everything to me.
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What Makes A Mother
I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today,
I asked, "What makes a Mother?"
And I know I heard him say:
A Mother has a baby,
This we know is true
But, God, can you be a mother
When your baby's not with you?
Yes, you can, he replied
With confidence in his voice,
I give many women babies,
When they leave it is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime,
And others for the day,
And some I send to feel your womb,
But there's no need to stay.
I just don't understand this God,
I want my baby here.
He took a breath,
and cleared his throat,
And then I saw a tear.
I wish I could show you,
What your child is doing Here...
If you could see your child smile
With other children and say,
"We go to earth to learn our lessons
of love and life and fear,
but My mommy loved me so much
I got to come straight here!"
I feel so lucky to have a Mom who had so much love for me,
I learned my lessons very quickly,
My Mommy set me free.
I miss my Mommy oh so much
But I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep,
On her pillow is where I lay.
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek,
And whisper in her ear,
"Mommy, Please don't be sad today,
I'm your baby and I am here"
So you see my dear sweet one,
Your children are okay.
Your babies are here in My home,
And this is where they'll stay.
They'll wait for you with Me,
Until your lessons there are through,
And on the day that you come home,
they'll be at the gates waiting for you
So now you see
What makes a Mother,
It's the feeling in your heart,
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start.
Author Unknown
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Merry Christmas to you & your loved ones
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Lord I'm writing my Christmas cards and I'm not sure What to do.
There's members of my family
Lord who are up in Heaven with you.
Have you got a post box, or even an address
Do I need a special stamp,
With an Angel as the crest.
I've just had a brainwave Lord,
I know now what to do. ...
I'll tell you in my prayers tonight,
And leave the mail with you ♥
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EACH OF YOU A SPECIAL GIFT
Each of you was a gift from God,
and not for us to own,
We were chosen to love you
and take care of you till
God called you home.
We did our best to care for you
bring you up with good sense,
tried to hold onto to your youth
and your innocence.
but as you grew we realized,
that soon you’d have to leave,
and make your own way in this world,
and a future weave.
We did not know the hour
when God would call you home,
some were called before their birth,
some when they were grown.
But when the hour came and
you left this earth for good,
The pain was so un-bearable
as we knew it would.
So all us grieving Parents
help each other through,
by lighting all our candles
and sending our love you.
One day the hour will come again,
this time to take us home,
to a place called heaven
our rich & spiritual home.
there we'll be re-united
with our Family,
then all of us will live forever in
perfect harmony.
So I myself thank God above
for sending you to me,
for every second was so precious
and now means the world to me.
Lord, it was such an honor
that you sent my Son to me,
I didn't realize the privilege that it was going to be,
a Mother to your child, my son
that you had given me.
I loved him really loved him,
as all G.T.S. Families do,
And we now have to keep them in our heart
and in our memory. and put our trust in you,
for your word say's we shall meet again,
in heaven and live together for all eternity.
So 'till come that day give us the strength and courage,
to live each day for you,
and do our best to live our lives in gratitude to you.
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*♥* SENT WITH LOVE TO YOU ANGEL *♥*
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Thinking of you is Easy,
We Remember you each day.
The heartbreak that we feel
Just never goes away,
♥⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱
Nothing is the same no more
As we try to carry on,
We want the way it was before.
We found out you were gone,
♥⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱
Yes we have our memories,
We also have the pain,
But all we ever wanted ..
Was to have you home again.
♥⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱
Copyright Jan Morris 2009
FOR A SPECIAL ANGEL...
HAYDEN WOULD LIKE TO INVITE YOU TO HIS BIRTHDAY PARTY ON...
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Angels Are Like Drops Of Rain
Falling From The Sky
They Flap Their Wings On Their Way Down
As They Begin To Fly
They Wrap Their Wings Around Us
And Hold Us Very Tight
Oh Then When We Look At Them
They're Such A Beautiful Sight
They Go With Us Everywhere
It Seems They're In Disguise
Sometimes When We Look For Them
We Can't See Them With Our Eyes
We Know That They Are With Us
We Can Feel Their Love
God Sent Them Down From Heaven
From Our Heavenly Home Above
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Always Thinking of You,
Love To You Always,
Jazzmyns momღ
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♥ღϠ₡ღ♥...BETHANY...♥ღϠ₡ღ♥
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If Only Our Children Were Easter Eggs
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If only our children were Easter eggs,
Hidden safely in the grass,
We could search for them and pick them up,
And hold them within our clasp.
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We'd have a heavenly Easter egg hunt,
All with baskets in our hands,
Searching with a broken heart.
Only WE can understand.
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'Oh, look I found your child over here,'
'Hey, did anyone find mine?'
They are so beautifully coloured,
And they sparkle and they shine...
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These aren't your usual Easter eggs,
They each have their own special glow,
That comes from way down deep within,
Only a grieving parent would know.
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We gather up our special eggs,
With excitement all around,
For the gift that we've been given,
For the treasure we have found.
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We all now stare with wonderment,
At our children that have died.
We want to hold them once again,
And release them from inside
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But we all begin to realize,
We have to crack their beautiful shell,
The one that, makes them sparkle and glow,
The one they have earned so well.
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We know we can't destroy their beauty,
And take them from their place,
So we give them an understanding kiss,
As a tear runs down our face.
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One by one we take our baskets,
With our beautifully coloured eggs,
And place them gently in the grass,
As we turn and walk away.
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We look back in amazement,
As our eggs begin to sing.
We see them flutter and move about
'Look, our eggs all now have wings.'
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Then the Golden egg begins to speak...
'Your children are safe with me.'
'You'll be with them when the time is right'
Together for all eternity.'
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We stand there in a circle of love,
As we look up to the sky,
Watching our radiant eggs take flight,
Knowing our children didn't die.
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Sent With Love To You At Easter...Jo x x x
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